Not sure what to say

Some days I have my doubts about this business. It is just so hard to start something new when I am already 110% busy with my design business and family. Some days I just really want to get a nice highly paid job somewhere. I think I still could get that.
The only thing that keeps me motivated is that if I keep working on this, I won't always have to be doing what I am doing. I just don't know anymore.

There are just a lot of issues. I guess if it was easy, everyone would do it. Blah.